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Toy Key 8: Eternal Monologue

by Prahnas

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The first time I heard someone say (that) "Nothing lasts forever" I knew what I wanted to be When I grew up
2.
I got tired of waiting So I went to the ATM Withdrew twenty dollars So I wouldn't overspend Went to the cheapest bar Within walking of my house Drinking happy hour wells Until I couldn't feel my mouth I tried to dismiss your advice But I've embraced it as hard as I can I'm still not so sure It'll make me a better man Having trouble with my drinking But not feeling a thing I'm talking to my landlord The rent can wait a week There's a pain in my stomach Is it hunger or is it whiskey I'm not really sure But I'm not trying to think clearly
3.
The day my mother died My father called to tell me So I borrowed a truck And drove to Arkansas from Missouri The rain was coming down hard The weather crying for my sorrow I touched her body it was so cold I never warmed up completely The day my mother-in-law died My now ex-wife called to tell me So I drove the half hour To where they were both staying I listened to Neil Young's Like a Hurricane With my headphones on the highway I declined to see the body While my ears, they were ringing
4.
I never said it'd be easy A conversation ain't a promise My dreams are lofty My head's already in the clouds I've been adding it up on my fingers You kiss me goodnight Like it solves all our problems We were given language Why won't you use it
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Girl Canyon 02:21
I said "you're leaving me for a woman Is this how it felt when your wife left?" You said "just move to Arizona And see my heart get ripped out again" If you're gone how will I know When the fear of dying alone Is the only motivation in my life I know you're sick of this story You've heard it many times over the years We've asked for advice from each other But we've never gotten closer to an answer
6.
I keep describing Your eyes like diamonds Even though I don't put much personal value In precious stones and gems
7.
The banks are closed and you're not around I'm not surprised at all that you've left town The summers hot, the summers long Unlike our love it's going on and on But like me love it fades every year Wait around for a new season to begin The forecast calls for the hottest on record The weather report is not made to be trusted
8.
I'm back inside the bar For the first time in a week It's just like your hometown You never really leave But instead of a cemetery My family's names all in a row I'm confronted with my failures They're being forced down my throat How can I find love When the world's overpopulated Every corner of the earth Has someone who's better than me And I know that'd selfish What with famine and disease I just can't help it I'm not known for empathy
9.
I'd probably care about politics If I cared about more than just myself I try to think of the good times we've had But I only recall the bad
10.
How many days should I count down How many songs should I write It's doesn't matter now I'm no longer in your sight
11.
I'm quiet when I orgasm I'm quiet when I care I'm shaking cause I'm anxious I'm nervous cause you don't care We are fucking on the regular Please quit calling it "The Reg" Do I love you, I don't know When I say that I'm not being rude I don't know if we will ever get along But I'm trying as hard as I can I drove to your house without my seatbelt For you I'm living on the edge (the edge)
12.
There seems to be fresh contest With every breathe I take On this cold winter night Despite unseasonable warmth Our disagreements will forever stay Like a stain on my heart I roll over alone Even when you're by my side
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Trees 01:54
If I don't say that I love you Does that mean that I don't If you never hear this song Does it make a sound If I wake up in the morning How can I recognize the light I've done it before I can live without you in my life
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Premonition 01:03
And you tell me to go to sleep I'll feel better in the morning Well that's quite the assumption Don't you think Maybe I'm tired Maybe I'm drunk Maybe it's my death bed I would never know I don't want to go to sleep I don't want to wake up I don't want to be sober I don't want to be drunk anymore

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released February 2, 2017

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