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Toy Key 12: The Prior

by Prahnas

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1.
The Prior 02:51
I recognize whatever happens It's not my fault but I'm to blame I'm doing my best to be a good father But not everything will turn out great The world is hard the world is cruel My muscles ache I need some sleep I can't help feeling like a failure In twenty years what will I think Now I'm thinking of the prior Every moment a flowing river The blinds I keep to myself I have control Here's my last thought of the week You're only as beautiful as you believe At my best I'm still just a burden At your worst you're worth my weekend I'm only as worthless as I realize
2.
Dogwoods 01:07
We had a stroll in the gardens Studied the native flora Kissing under the dogwoods Babe, you know I adore ya But some things just fade Out in the grayness of winter I see your face like a mirror But you voice I am losing I wish I'd held it tighter Cause some things just fade
3.
I just don't know what to do I'm sitting in bed pulling my hair out I can't stop thinking of you But who can't I stop thinking about I'm so predictable in my actions I can classify myself as parody If I can't change or calm down I'll just accept the catchy melody I just want to stay home I just want to go out I just want to be skipped I just want to be missed I just want to be alone I just want to be loved
4.
Assignments 01:43
You called cause you'd lost a number But you were too busy to chat You said I can call whenever But I know I shouldn't expect that I'm worried I'm wasting my focus And that I'm assigning significance To things that don't really matter Minor moments don't manifest dreams It's always something new when I'm sleeping And mostly I don't remember a thing When I wake You called and gifted a rebirth You don't know it but that's what it was I'm waking up early in the morning Without purpose but I don't feel lost I was worried I was wasting my focus But only I can assign significance
5.
Excuses 02:13
I've said some things I didn't mean And those things I tend to repeat I grow older and wiser everyday But clearly my habits are here to stay I can't figure out what to pin on me And what to pin on you like you're listening I'd slit my wrists just to not let you down Everywhere I've lived has turned into a shithole town I've got a headache all the time even when I'm calm I wish the storm tearing through would just drag me along I shake when I'm sober I shake when I'm drunk I'd just give up if I hadn't already given up
6.
Value 03:20
Driving through Gatlinburg, Tennessee Rain so thick It feels like it'll never stop No one is preparing for the great flood Just another day for the local residents I never realize anything in the moment Mundane of profound it goes over me Looks like I'm staying here for the night The Days Inn has a special this weekend Maybe I'll check out their indoor pool Look up the liquor laws for the state I never realize anything in the moment Mundane or profound it goes over me I try to call to call you when the rain breaks The stars emerging and you don't answer I turn my phone off and turn on the tv There's nothing on but what does it matter
7.
Investments 01:27
Always planning ahead But never how I should Looks like I'll be late on rent But I'm good for this hypothetical I've gone out of my way To drive all the way to Chicago Which will never happen I won't make my rent by Chicago I could
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Napping 01:29
I didn't stay up all that late But it doesn't matter when I'm always tired Trying to look at the positives But I can't keep my eyes open It's too hot my cheeks are red The fog outside mimics the fog in my head It's nice to have a day off from work Except the realization that I have no plans
9.
New Fall 01:36
You apologized for caressing my thigh You said you didn't mean it but we both know you did I'm taking it as a compliment even if I know I can't let it get to my head I'm blaming the changes I'm blaming the seasons I'm not letting it leave my mind I'm diving straight into the deep end You keep your eyes glued to the floor You keep a hand on your front door
10.
Go to Sleep 01:25
Sometimes there is no answer Sometimes there is no solution Sometimes I feel like I'm both Delilah and Samson I'm cutting my own hair I'm watching time go by on my cell phone I'm watching time go by all alone There's just silence and eye damaging glow Sometimes all you can do is go to sleep

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released October 22, 2017

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